Dilemma

What is that thing in your mind that runs every moment?
Is it the feeling of love or being loved and cared by all
Or is it the realization of your very existence and plans for future betterment
To nurture your family and to stand by it like a strong wall.

It's always difficult to make a choice, sort of a trade off
Between what you crave to do and what ought to be done by you
Seldom you satisfy the craving while what you end up doing yields a steady pay off
Most keep rowing the life in same waters while repentance if felt by a few.

Whats's the penalty of disobeying self interesting chores?
Whats's wrong with following suits that don't appeal in the finest details?
My friend it's the drying up of playfulness inside hideous work doors
Having nothing but superfluous emptiness to fill the memory books which life entails.

I am standing at the crossroads directing to destinations reached as well as unwalked
Do I  take the travelled and smile or the less travelled and be ready to weep
Unknown places are mysterious and not highly talked
This is a life changing event leading to a doom or a giant leap.